?? kArE..

dOeS u rEaLie kArE ?? i aLwAeS wOnDeR.. i wAntEd 2aSk bOut uRr iNjUriE.. bUt i sCaReD 2gEt nO rEpLy aGaiN.. y.. R u rEaLiE sEriOuS bOuT it ?? b stRaiGhT k.. u sHoUlD nOe mY cHaRaCtEr..

[ GENTiNG ] .. ??

hMmM.. jUz nOw yiNgYuE cAllEd.. sHe'S gOiNg 2gEntiNg 2cElEbRatE hEr 21biRtHdAe.. dAviN aSkEd Mi 2tAkE oFF fOr 4dAeS.. OFCUZ.. i wAnNa gO.. bUt.. i cAnt.. i cAnt lEaVe e sHoP lik tiS.. eVeRitHiNg wiL bE iN a biG mEsS wHeN i gEt bAck.. N aNotHeR tHiNg iS 2aPpLy fOr viSa.. tAts tRoUbLeSoMe.. i rEaLie dUn hAvE e tiMe 2aPpLy fOr iT.. aS mY oFF dAeS oNliE fAllS oN wEekeNds.. dAviN sAe iM bUaY stEaDie.. i rEaLiE wiSh i cOuLd jOin tHeM n hAvE fUn N rElAx.. bUt.. i cAnt dO it.. i fEeL sAd.. diSsaPpoiNtEd.. i wiL giVe it a miSs.. iM sO sOrRliE yiNgyUe.. rEaLiE sOrRliE.. hOpEd u eNjOy uRsElF tHeR.. hAai.. iM nOt iN a gUd mOoD.. stiL gOtTa hiRe nEw sTaFFs.. rEaLie stReSs uP.. hOw i wiSh i cOuLd tHrOw eVeRitHiNg dOwN n jUz lEaVe liDDat.. bUt i nOe i mUz bE rEsPoNsiBlE.. i cAnt eVeN cOmPaNiE mY bEst fReN 2cElEbRatE hEr 21biRtHdAe.. iM tOtAlliE diSaPpoiNtEd iN mYsElF.. iM rEaLie sOrRliE.. .. .. ..

(( BEARK DOWN ))

jUz rEaChEd hOmE.. i cRiEd.. oVeR mY jOb.. tiSs wAs nOt e 1st tiMe i cRiEd oVeR it.. tHiNgs R jUz gEtTiNg wOrSe N wOrSe.. i tOt aFtEr cHaNgiNg mY pArtNeR iNstEaD oF aiSyAh tO AiN.. tHiNgs wiL bCuM bEtTeR.. bUt iM WRONG !! sHe'S wOrSe.. i rEaLie dUnO wAds e fArkiNg pRoBlEm.. sHe sUpPoSeD 2wErk e sAmE tiMe aS Mi.. bUt tHeRs nO siNglE dAes tAt sHe'S oN tiMe.. tAt dOeSnt rEaLie mAtTer.. bUt sHe's aLrEaDiE lAtE 4wErk.. yEt sHe cAn gO oUt eAt wiD hEr bLoOdiE fReN aT pEpPeR lUnCh fOr 40pLuS miNutEs N lEft Mi iN e sHoP 2hAnDlE e fArkiNg cRoWd.. N wHeN sMokE 4aLmOst hAlF aN hOuR.. hEy.. tHinK i cOuLd fiNiSh hAlF pAck liAo lOrRh.. CCB !! tOdAe mY bOsS sAe gOt stOckS cUmiNg iN aRoUnd eVeniNg.. sHe wEnt sMokE aGain N aSk Mi 2cAl hEr wHeN e bOsS iS hErE.. i wAs bUsY N e stOckS wAsnt hEre yEt.. N sHe cAn stAy oUt sO lOnG.. dUn tEl Mi sHe dUnO tAt it wOulD bE aLot pPl wHeN itS eVeNiNg tiMe.. aLthO stOckS hAvEnt cUm bUt i stiL nEeD sUm oNe 2hElP oUt iN e sHoP lOrRh.. i didNt cAl hEr sO sHe tHiNks tAt i cOuLd hAndlE.. wAd e bLoOdiE fArk !! iM nOt sUpErwOmAn wHo cAn dO aLL e tHiNgs aLL bY mYsElF.. iM nOt aS stRoNg aS u gUys tHinK i aM.. hUmAn wiL fEeL tiReD dErRh.. mi tOo.. i rEaLie hAd eNuF.. hEr fReNs cAmE 2fiNd hEr.. sHe cAn hApPiLiE cHat wiD hEr N tHeRs sO mUcH cLotHeS 2hAnG sHe dUn kArE.. sO eVeN wHeN sHe's aRoUnd.. sEeMs lik sHe'S NOT.. wHeN im wErkiNg i kEeP mY tEmPeR.. tAts nOt e rEaL Mi.. fOr mY fReNs wHo nOe Mi fOr yEaRs sHoUlD nOe tAt iM a hOt tEmPeR pErSoN.. bUt wErkiNg iM diFFeReNt.. sO pPl R gEtTiNg fArk uP N tAkiNg aDvAntAgE.. iF i rEaLie mAd.. dUn bLaMe Mi.. i rEaLie dUn uNdErstAnd.. Y cAnt i wErk iN pEaCe.. ?? iM rEaLie stReSs uP.. iM rEaLie vEriE tiRed.. i rEaLie cAnt tAke it aNi lOnGeR.. N i bRokE dOwN..

AgAiN N AGAiN !!!!

hE cAllEd aGaiN jUz nOw.. mY fOnE wAs ritE bEsiDe.. i diDnt aNsWeR aS uSuAl.. yiNgyUe, i nOe u gUys R cOnCeRn bOut Mi.. iM okAy.. iM fiNe.. i jUz tReAt it aS a uNkNoWn.. iM vEriE hApPie wiD mY liFe nOw.. yAa.. tHoU iM fEeliNg dOwN at tiMeS.. bUt iM gEtTiNg tHrU iT.. gEtTiNg oVeR hiM aS wEll.. dUn wOrRiE bOut Mi.. iM rEaLiE okAy.. =)

it'S hiM aGaiN.. .. .. ..

tOdAe hE cAllEd.. i wAs wAtChiNg mOviE wiD yiNgyUe dAViN lErliNg lEyiN.. i rEaLie dUnO wAd e hEll hE wAn.. Y cAnt jUz lEt eVeritHiNg oVeR ??!! yEstErdAe oSo mEsSaGe Mi 2mEeT.. fArk !! cAnt hE jUz lEaVe Mi aLoNe ?! cAnt jUz lEt Mi hAvE a pEaCe ?? iM rEaLie tiRed oF eVeRitHiNg.. pLeAsE lEt gO.. lEt Mi gO.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..

'dAviD"_ e nEw mAnAgEr..

yEstErdAe mY bOsS iNtRo uS oUr nEw mAnAgEr.. nAmE dAviD.. yAa.. hE's qUitE a cUtE gUy.. fReNliE.. hMmM.. tHiNk wE wiL hAvE cHaNgEs.. bUt hOpE itS a gUd oNe.. cHaNgE iN e mAnAgEmEnt rEaLiE hOpE tAts a gUd oNe lOrRh.. N cOuLd gEt oUr pAy eArliE N oN tiMe tAts e mOst iMpOrtAnt tHiNg.. hAaHaRrh.. N bEtTeR 2cOuNt iT cOrReCt.. yAa.. lOokiNg 4wArd 2wErk wiD hiM.. jUz hOpE eVeritHiNg gOeS fiNe.. yAa..

_yiNgYuE's biRtHdAe.. ('.^)v

hEh HeH.. mi tOdAe wEnt M]pHOsiS bUy a pAir oF heEls sPeCiAliE 2wEaR oN yiNgyUe's biRthdAe.. =) hEhE.. sHe aLwAeS sAe lOnG tiMe diDnt c Mi wEaR.. bO biAn.. Mi wErkiNg gOttA sTaNd fOr lOnG hOuRs sO i aLwAeS wEaR fLatS.. sO oN hEr 21biRtHdAe i'L weaR it.. (^.^)

^FinaLie hOmE.. !!!!

sO tiReD dErRh lOrRh.. tOdAe OT tiL nOw tHeN rEaChEd hOMe siAaL.. tHeN tOmOlO fRiDaE , gOtTa wErk tiL 1030pM.. tHeN oNliE sAtUrDaE oFF.. cUz iM rEpLaCiNg QiuXiA oN sUndAe.. 10aM tiL 10pM.. fUll dAe.. bUt wErkiNg wiD eiLeEn.. =) sO itS okAy.. yUuP.. dUn aSk Mi y aM i sO hArD wErkiNg.. hAaHaRrH~~~~ i cAn bE lAzY tOo.. =p

``So tOuChEd.. (^-^)

tOdAe wErkiNg wiD qiUxiA.. yUuP.. tHeN aRoUnd eVeNiNg tiMe sHe wEnt oUt bUy fOoD.. jUz niCe yiNgYuE N lErliNg cAmE 2fiNd Mi.. N tHeY sO gUd.. bRoUgHt Mi fOoD.. sO tOuChEd.. Mi wAs bUsY.. tHeY sTiL sO gUd hElp Mi dO tHiNgS siAaL.. Mi sO pAiSeH dErRh.. tHeN jUz niCe mY bOsS cAmE wiD a liTtLe stOckS.. tHeY hElp pUt uP oSo.. rEaLiE tHaNk tHeM sO mUcH.. i rEaLie fEeL tAt hAviNg sUcH niCe KaRiNg N hElpFuL fReNs iSsH sO gUd.. hMmM.. tiSsH wEeK cAnt mEeT fReNs oUt.. cUz i gOtTa wErk at e wEekEnD.. bUt yiNgyUe sAe oUr eX cLaSs mAtEs hAviNg bBq.. sHe aSkEd Mi gO aLoNg.. yUuP.. iM gOiNg.. sO mEetiNg hEr nExt wEek.. =) pRoBaBliE it wOuLd bE fUn.. lOokiNg 4wArd 2iT..

[ sUnDaE NitE ]

sUndAe i wErk hAlF dAe aT wiSmA.. yUuP.. aFtEr WeRk i wEnt bOat qUaY fiNd mY 'bAoBei' ( jAzZ gUo mEi tiNg ) sHe's e lOnGeSt fReN i hAd iN siNgApOrE.. N nOt mAtTeR hOw bAd wE qUaRrEl lAst tiMe eNdeD uP oUr rElatiOnShiP stiL stRoNg.. eVeN wE sElDoM mEet uP.. stiL e sAmE.. nO gApS.. yAa.. i wAs fEeliNg a litTle dOwN.. sO i fiNd hEr 2hAvE a liTtLe dRiNk n cHat.. tOk 'bOut e pAst.. tOk 'bOut lOtSs oF tHiNgs.. nOe hEr aLmOst 10yRs.. wE'vE rEaLie gOnE tHrU e liFe hApPie N sAd pArtS.. wE uNdErstAnD eAcHotHeR vEriE wEll.. yAa.. mi rEaChEd hOmE aRoUnd 4aM pLuS tHeN wHeN 2sLeEp.. cUz mOndAe sTiL gOttA wErk.. sUmhOw.. tHeRs a fEeliNg tAt sHe rEaLie gRoW uP lErRh.. bUt tAts a gUd tHiNg.. i hOpE sHe be mOoRe mAtUrEd lOrRh.. tUrNiNg 21lErRh.. dUn tHiNk oF pLaY aNimOoRe.. hMmM.. itS rEaLie gUd 2mEet hEr N cHat oNce iN a wHiLe.. yAa.. =)

//````bE wErkiNg oN sUndAe>>

hMmM.. tOmOlO gOtTa wErk.. yAa.. QiUxiA's tAkiNg hAlF dAe oFF.. i'L bE rEpLaCiNg hEr tOmOlO.. yUuP.. wiL bE wErkiNg fRoM 4pM tiL 10pM lOrRh.. tHeN mOndAe bAck 2wErk.. sO fAst.. oFF dAeS gOnE n pAsS aGaiN.. wiL bE gEtTinG mY fUll pAy oN e 10tH oF nOvEmBeR.. sO stiL gOt 2wEekS 2gO.. =)

#``SatUrDaE NitE..

jUz rEaChEd hOmE.. tOdAe mEeT yiNgYuE aT bUgiS eAt mY fAvOuRiTe pAstA.. =) hEhe.. tHeN tOok nEo pRiNt.. wAs vEriE lOnG wE diDnt tAkE liAo lErRh.. yUuP.. niCe oFcUz.. hAaHaRh~~~~ tHeN wE gO kAtOnG siNg sOnG wiD dAviN lErliNg lEyiN N e bRotHeR.. tiL 1aM wE wEnt sWeNsEnS eAt iCe cReAm.. wAs pLaNniNg e cEleBrAtiOn fOr yiNgyUe's 21biRtHdAe.. it wOuLd bE a gRaNd oNe.. yAa.. Mi kEeP tHiNkiNg oF wAd 2giVe hEr.. sHe sAe sHe's gEttiNg aNoThEr tAtToO.. sO i'L sPoNsOr hEr tAt..yUp.. N a gReAt nEwS oF leRliNg N yiNgYuE.. tAt tHeY r stArtiNg tHeiR oWn oNliNe bUsiNeSs.. N oFcUz aS a fReN i wOulD bE tHeiR vEriE 1st cUstOmEr.. hAaHaRh.. 100% sUpPoRt tHeM fOr sUrE.. tAts wAd fReNs fOr.. mY vEriE bEst wiShEs fOr tHeM.. itS sO gReAt.. iF tAts a sUcCeSs , i'L bE sO gLaD N sO pRoUd oF tHeM.. yAa.. hEaRd tHeiR pLaNniNgs.. N tHeY wiL pUt iN tHeiR hEaRt N sOuL fOr it.. sO aS fReN sHoUld giVe tHeM e sUpPoRt yAa.. "jiA yOu" oHhH !!!! cAnt wAit fOr tHeiR oNliNe sHoP 2lAuNcH.. (^-^)

``d E p R e S s E d

i'Ve c sUmtHiNg tAt i dUn wAnNa c.. N nOe e tHiNgS wHiCh i dUn wiSh 2nOe.. fOrCeD mYsElF 2aCcEpt e fActS tAt i dUn wiSh 2bEliEvE.. hElPlEsS.. hOpElEsS.. eMpTiNeSs.. lOnEliNeSs.. sAdnEsS.. aLwAeS bEhAvE likE iM fiNe iNfRoNt oF fReNs N wErkiNg.. bUt dEeP iNsiDe iM NOT !! i tOt iF i sMilE iF i lAuGh oUt lOuD wiD fReNs i cOuLd bE rEaLie hApPiE.. bUt iM rEaLie nOt hApPiE.. i nOe i aLwAeS tRaP iN mY mEmOriEs N pAst.. bUt wHo nOes bEtTeR tHaN mYsElF tAt tHoSe mEmOriEs N pAst cAnt bE eRaSe.. hOw i wiSh i cOuLd fOrGeT it.. bUt i cAnt.. i oSo wiSh 2hAvE stArt a nEw liFe witHoUt tHoSe bLoOdiE mEmOriEs.. bUt i cAnt.. i rEaLie cAnt.. nO oNe rEaLie uNdErstAnD hOw hArd i fEeL.. wAdeVeR tAt hAs hApPeN hAd hApPeNeD.. sO wAd eLsE cAn i dO ?! i tHiNk i'Ve rUin mY oWn liFe.. i hAvE lOts oF rEgRets iN mY liFe.. N i cAnt hElp it aNimOoRe.. iM siLLie.. iM stUpiD.. iM dUmB.. jUz sO uSelEsS.. fOr tHiNgS oR pPl wHo dUn dEsErVe i jUz kEeP hOldiNg oN.. tHeN fOr e tHiNgS oR pPl tAt i sHoUlD tReAsUrE i jUz lEt tHeM gO.. lOtS oF rEgRetS.. fUll of rEgRetS.. i diDnt wErk hArd fOr mY rElAtiOnShiPs.. i diDnt gO fOr e oNe i tReAsUrE.. i diDnt sHoW n sAe oUt aLL mY fEeLiNgS.. i jUz lEt it gO n pAsS tHrU Mi.. i diDnt gRaB e cHaNcE wHeN itS riTe iNfRoNt oF Mi.. wEll.. eVeRitHiNg N aLL oF tHeSe tHiNgS N hOw bAd iM fEeliNg.. tAts wAd i dEsErVeD..